I felt ashamed, depressed, and miserable today.
I look strong on the outside, but inside I'm weak. That's the truth, and I can't hide it. This morning, Mama said the solar water heater was broken. Clearly, she wanted me to fix it. But Little Bun was coming, and I had to save her a seat at the university library. So I brushed off what Mama said.
When I got home, Mama handed me a wrench for loosening the nut on the heater. I climbed up the ladder, but I couldn't get any leverage. I climbed back down without accomplishing anything. Ironically, Mama finished the job easily.
Tomorrow I'm going to Little Bun's house. Sushi sounds great.
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